Well, thanks for asking your first series of questions, then!! They are really very good ones and mainly about a dimension of this vocation (as you note), I am exploring currently. What I am mainly discovering, and have been looking at over the past couple of years, is what it means to say this vocation is an ecclesial one, so I may not have a complete answer for you at this point, but I will give it a shot! As you note (see the second half of your questions below), it might be very helpful to look at the way that contrasts with a vocation that is not an ecclesial one. I find that question very intriguing, but also a little tricky to answer without appearing to demean the non-ecclesial vocations -- something I definitely don't want to do. The first part of this answer explains ecclesiality itself. The second part (beginning below with the remainder of your questions) begins to look at the way the ecclesiality of the vocation shapes my life.
A Brief Summary of the Ecclesiality of the Hermit Vocation
So, what do I mean by calling a vocation ecclesial? Most fundamentally, I mean that such a vocation belongs intimately and integrally to the Church because it reflects something critical and essential about her life in this world. In other words, this vocation reveals something central about the Church without which she would not be Christ's own Church. Ecclesial vocations may share these dimensions with one another, and at the same time, some may reveal one or more of these dimensions with greater clarity or vividness than do other ecclesial vocations. I believe that what congregations identify as their own charisms are these various ecclesial dimensions possessed of a significant vividness, personality, or unique application.** For the hermit, I believe the unique charism of his/her vocation is what c 603 identifies as "the silence of solitude", and which I recognize as context, goal, and gift of the eremitical life.
The canonical hermit, whether a solitary (diocesan) hermit, or a member of a congregation of hermits (some Carmelites, some Camaldolese, and Carthusians, for instance), lives certain elements of a consecrated life with particular vividness. So, for instance, every consecrated person prays, is committed to conversion of life, lives degrees of silence and solitude as well as some separation from that which is resistant to Christ so that encounter with Christ may have priority in their lives, but the hermit, and especially the solitary hermit, will live these elements with a radicality and vividness that is revelatory in calling attention to the hidden core or heart of their lives, namely, the redemptive journey to union with God in and with Christ in the power of the Holy Spirit. None of the constitutive elements of the eremitical life makes real sense apart from this hidden core or heart. At the heart of eremitical life, then, is a pilgrimage to and with Love-in-Act that is essentially freeing. This hidden journey, driven by and towards encounter with God in Christ, allows the hermit's call to authentic humanity to be realized in space and time. At the same time, it allows God to be Emmanuel, the One God wills to be with us, and has willed to be from before creation.The journey the canonical hermit makes is one that the Church commissions her to make in its name. It is meant to allow her to know firsthand and to witness how faithful God is and how unconditional God's love. It goes right to the deepest, darkest depths of her own humanity. On the way, and especially as she moves to and through the apparent limits of her own life into the arms of God in Christ, she will also encounter her own brokenness and fragility, her own hungers, her most profound needs, the desire for being and meaning that colors everything else in her life, and especially, she will journey to the depths of her ultimate need to love and be loved. This most radical cry of her heart (cri-de-coeur) is the ground and reflection of all of these hungers, needs, etc., and drives her pilgrimage to encounter God, who is both its source and answer or fulfillment.
In other words, as far as possible, the hermit sets aside everything except the ongoing dialogue with God she is called to become and is most essentially and profoundly. In the process of an existential journey, even into the darkest depths of her own humanity, the hermit meets God and a self rooted in and made to image God that, in Him, lives beyond death, beyond despair, beyond all the brokenness, limits, and even the various forms of godlessness that have been part of her life. In short, she meets God as Love-in-Act who has desired her from before creation, welcomes her into his own life, and thus assures her of the truth of the Gospel and the offer of fullness of life that is hers in God. She lives from and for this truth and the God that is its source, ground, and guarantor.
Becoming a Microcosm of the Church and its Gospel
Where this occurs, where one becomes fully oneself in Christ, and where God becomes fully Emmanuel, there is revealed (both made known and made real in space and time) the Self as "intercessory place" where the reconciliation of heaven and earth is achieved. While this happens in a hermit's own life, indeed, in her own heart, what is revealed here is the very nature and goal of the Church itself. The Church points to and participates proleptically in the Kingdom of God. It is NOT the Kingdom of God, but it participates in God's reign, and can reveal it to the World. The hermit's life mirrors this Kingdom and the truth of the Gospel that God will allow nothing whatsoever to separate us from him. (This is, of course, the Good News of Jesus' life, death, resurrection, and ascension, as Paul reflected it in Romans 8, and the Church is called to proclaim in season and out.) In this way, the hermit's life serves the Church and calls it to be the Church it is made to be.Every Christian's life is meant to reflect this message and become an embodiment of its truth. Each Christian is part of the Body of Christ and called to carry on the Church's mission to proclaim Christ's liberating message of God's sovereignty. Each of us is called to be a microcosm of such a life-giving dynamic realized in space and time in our work, our families, the Church, and so forth. Hermits and other members of the consecrated state, however, embrace (and are entrusted with) this vocation for the sake of God, God's Church (God's People), and the well-being of the entire cosmos. They will give up families, renounce marriage and children, give up certain kinds of careers, relinquish the use of many discrete talents and gifts, and undertake studies and training that serve this calling, for the sake of the Church's being Christ's own body, or again, his Bride. This, then, is not merely a vocation lived in the Church, but a vocation that is essential to the Church being God's very own community of precious "called ones".
[[Does it [the ecclesiality of your vocation] change the way you approach your daily life? I think I also want to know what it would look like if you were living a vocation that was NOT an ecclesial one. What would that mean? Would it mean you approach living as a hermit differently than you do now?]]Yes, absolutely. I think it doesn't so much change what I do as why I do it! When I think about the eremitic vocation, I wonder about its importance and why it exists. What is such a life supposed to embody? What message does it give to others and call for from them? What does it matter if I don't live this life with integrity? After all, it doesn't do or produce much! In answering these questions and a number of others, I recognize that the answers can cut in very different, even antithetical ways. One set of answers leads in the direction of personal failure, isolation, and emptiness; the other leads in the direction of Christian responsibility, abundant life, mission, and meaningfulness. Without a sense that this is an ecclesial vocation***, the answers one gives to the questions noted above can tend to cohere with answers that reflect on a human being's failure to truly be human. But, as an ecclesial vocation, each question is a challenge to both the hermit and those she encounters, to uncover (and even explore) the positive, God-centered, communal, redemptive, and lifegiving answers, rather than the ones that point to brokenness, meaninglessness, lostness, emptiness, and likely signal human failure.
One of the things that changes without the sense that my vocation is an ecclesial one, then, is my ability to pursue eremitical life with the same dedication. Does even God really need me to be a hermit? Why in the world would God need or will that? Can I ever put these questions to rest and journey as deeply into this vocation as I am really called? Unless the Church answers these questions positively, these questions perdure. Unless she recognizes the eremitic life and calls some to ecclesial eremitic vocations, what we meet head-on is not only the possible validation of personal failure, but the increased tendency of a would-be hermit to slide into individualism and selfishness. While hermits do pursue personal holiness in the power of the Holy Spirit, eremitical life in the Church is not primarily about this. This is because personal holiness serves as a witness to something more fundamental. Instead, eremitical life is about God's will to be Emmanuel, growth in compassion, and the desire to be the place where heaven and earth come together for the sake of others --- for the Church, the world, and all that is precious to God. As noted above, eremitical life, above all, models the foundation of what it means to be truly human, namely, to be not just in dialogue with God, but to be a dialogue with God that allows God's will to be sovereign. Without this larger perspective, it becomes very easy to justify whatever one thinks and does in the name of "eremitical" (read individualistic) weirdness. (This is especially evident with regard to solitude in the next point.) Unless one appreciates this larger perspective, one will especially "miss the mark" of achieving genuine holiness, because holiness is about these things.
A third and related thing that changes without the sense of eremitism as an ecclesial vocation is the tendency to struggle with culpability for the disregard and wastefulness of gifts and talents. I am dedicated to this life because it makes sense of all dimensions of my own existence. Not only my talents, but also my limitations and brokenness actually contribute to this vocation and make sense within it. Chronic illness does not take away from my ability to live a life of prayer, nor do the diverse forms of isolation it causes. Instead, this physical isolation becomes a means to explore eremitical solitude and to learn just how radically different it is from personal isolation and unhealthy withdrawal. It allows me to find a deeper relatedness to others in my life, a relatedness that illness cannot affect, except, perhaps, to make me keener in my commitment to it. When a person begins to discover this dimension of their physical solitude, they have begun to truly be a hermit. They have begun to savor the communal nature of eremitical solitude.At the same time, in this vocation, I let go of certain discrete gifts and talents and discover that in doing so, what that makes clearer is the gift God makes of me for others (or, potentially, any other person). This is a profoundly counterintuitive way of approaching one's own giftedness, and would ordinarily seem wasteful and disparaging of oneself and of God, who is the giver of such gifts. Again, the perspective here is deeper, broader, and, to be truly appreciated in the way I believe God wants, requires one to believe in the significance of eremitic vocations in the life of the Church and world. Especially, it uncovers the truth that the person, per se, is the creation and invaluable gift of God to whom God wishes to entrust Godself, even when the person is marginalized and without apparent outstanding talents and gifts.
I both reflect on and write about the ecclesial nature of the eremitic vocation, not because it is simply another element of the life I have discovered over time, but because it is a foundational dimension of the vocation that allows me to live it faithfully, fruitfully, and generously, even when it means letting go of every gift but the gift God alone makes of me. In turn, this will mean assisting the Church to be the Church God calls it to be, and especially, I believe, it will help individuals marginalized by chronic illness and innumerable other things to see themselves as the precious gifts of God they are made to be in our Church and world.
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** For instance, the Sisters of the Holy Family in Fremont have an emphasis on ministering to and for the lost and least. They do and have done parish ministry, catechetics, social justice, accompanying children and families who search for ways of living more fully, etc, etc., but who they are in every form of ministry are "gleaners" and specifically, gleaners for the Kingdom of God. Other congregations do the same ministries, but the charism of SHF is their focus on the lost and least, the forgotten, and undervalued. This congregational "gift quality" or "charism" reveals something intrinsic to Jesus' life and ministry, and so too, to the life of the Church itself. Not only is the Church revealed to itself and to others in the lives of SHF, but it is challenged to be ever truer to this call. The SHF, no matter the kind of ministry each Sister undertakes, has embraced (and been entrusted with) ecclesial vocations that make the Church what it is called to be.
*** While I am mainly writing about canonical eremitical life in this piece, it is important to remember that the significance of eremitic vocations of all forms is established and witnessed to by the ecclesiality of consecrated vocations to the eremitic life. While non-canonical eremitic vocations are not ecclesial vocations per se, the fact that the Church recognizes eremitical life in law and consecrates ecclesial vocations to eremitic life underscores the value of ALL eremitical vocations, whether canonical or non-canonical. This is another example of the ecclesiality of the vocation. It indicates another way the existence of c 603 vocations serves the Church, especially since the majority of hermits throughout history and even today are non-canonical.
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