[I have rewritten this in places to use as an introduction to Holy Week instead of only the Triduum. Because of the problems in the Middle East and the terrible suffering of Christians there I wanted to do this -- though I think it (especially in the more original format) works best for the Triduum itself. Still, if I have missed changing the tenses of a few passages, I sincerely apologize!]
In trying to explain the Cross, Paul once said, "Where sin increased,
grace abounded all the more." During this Holy Week, the Gospel
readings focus us on the first part of Paul's statement.
Tonight begins the celebration of Palm Sunday and Holy Week; it is a day of huge highs and lows, from the triumphant entrance into Jerusalem to the depths of the passion ushering in a week of the greatest holiness and the most awful unholiness we might imagine. In
the Gospel for this coming Tuesday we will hear John's version of the story of
Judas' betrayal of Jesus and the prediction of Peter's denials as well.
For weeks we have been hearing stories of a growing darkness
and threat centered on the person of Jesus. Pharisees and Scribes were
irritated and angry with Jesus at the facile way he broke Sabbath rules
or his easy communion with and forgiveness of sinners. That he spoke
with an authority the people recognized as new and surpassing theirs was
also problematical. Yesterday they picked up stones to kill Jesus. But Jesus Family and disciples too failed to understand him; they
thought him crazy, urged him to go to Jerusalem to work wonders and
become famous.
Even his miracles were disquieting, not
only because they increased the negative reaction of the religious
leadership and the fear of the Romans as the darkness and threat
continued to grow alongside them, but because Jesus himself seems to
give us the sense that they are insufficient and lead to
misunderstandings and distortions of who he is or what he is really
about. "Be silent!" we often hear him say. "Tell no one about this!" he
instructs in the face of the increasing threat to his life. Futile
instructions, of course, and, as those healed proclaim the wonders of
God's grace in their lives, the darkness and threat to Jesus grows; The
night comes ever nearer and we know that if evil is to be defeated, it
must occur on a much more profound level than even thousands of such
miracles.
In
the last two weeks of Lent, the readings give us the sense that the
last nine months of Jesus' life and active ministry was punctuated by
retreat to a variety of safe houses as the priestly aristocracy actively
looked for ways to kill him. He attended festivals in secret and the
threat of stoning recurred again and again. Yet, inexplicably "He
slipped away" we are told or, "They were unable to find an opening." The
darkness is held at bay, barely. It will be held in check by the love of the
people surrounding Jesus. Barely. And in the last safe house on the eve
of Passover as darkness will close in on every side Jesus will celebrate a
final Eucharist with his friends and disciples. He will wash their feet as a servant to all,
recline at table with them like free men did. And yet, profoundly
troubled, Jesus will speak of his impending betrayal by Judas. None of the
disciples, not even the beloved disciple will understand what is happening.
There will be one last chance for Judas to change his mind as Jesus hands him
a morsel of bread in friendship and love. God's covenant faithfulness
is maintained.
But
Satan will enter Judas' heart and a friend of Jesus will become his accuser ---
the meaning of the term Satan here --- and the darkness will enter this
last safe house of light and friendship, faith and fellowship. It was
night, John says. It was night. Judas' heart is the opening needed for
the threatening darkness to engulf this place and Jesus as well. The
prediction of Peter's denials tells us this "night" will get darker and
colder and more empty yet. But in John's story, when everything is at
its darkest and lowest, Jesus exclaims in a kind of victory cry: [[ Now the Son of Man is glorified, and God is glorified in him!]] Here
as darkness envelopes everything, Jesus exults that authentically human
being is revealed, made known and made real in space and time; here, in
the midst of the deepening "Night" God too is revealed and made fully
known and real in space and time. It is either the cry of a messiah who
will overcome evil right at its heart --- or it is the cry of a madman
who cannot recognize or admit the victory of evil as it swallows him up.
In the midst of these days of life, death, and vigil, we do not really know
which.
At
the climax of Holy week we celebrate the three days we call the Triduum; our questions deepen and one way or another we will see what the answer
is. On the day we paradoxically call "Good," the darkness intensifies. During the previous night Jesus was arrested and "tried" by the Sanhedrin with the help of
false witnesses, desertion by his disciples, and Judas' betrayal. On this day
he will be brought before the Romans, tried, found innocent, flogged in
an attempt at political appeasement and then handed over anyway to those
who would kill him by a fearful self-absorbed leader whose greater
concern was for his own position. There is betrayal, of consciences, of
friendships, of discipleship and covenantal bonds on every side but
God's.
The night continues to deepen and the threat could not be
greater. Jesus will be crucified and eventually cry out his experience
of abandonment even by God. He will descend into the ultimate
godlessness, loneliness, and powerlessness we call hell. The darkness
will become almost total. We ourselves will be able to see nothing else. That is
where Good Friday and Holy Saturday leave us. And the question these
events raise haunts the night and our own minds and hearts: messiah or
madman? Is Jesus simply another person crushed by the cold, emptiness,
and darkness of evil --- good and wondrous though his own works were or will God find a way to vindicate him even in the midst of godless death?
(cf Gospel for yesterday: John 10:31-42.) We Christians will wait in the
darkness during the Triduum. We will fast and pray and tell our traditional sacred stories about the surprising ways God has worked his will in the past; in doing so we try to hold onto hope
that the one we called messiah, teacher, friend, beloved, brother and
Lord, was not simply deluded --- or worse --- and that we Christians are
not, as Paul puts the matter, the greatest fools of all.
We
have seen sin increase to immeasurable degrees. In this time of increased Christian martyrdom and the savagery of terrorists claiming the banner of religion, and though we do not begin to
see how it might be possible, we trust that Paul was exactly right and
that grace will abound all the more. And so, we wait. Bereft, but
hopeful, we wait.