Is Canon 603 Being Implemented More Appropriately in the Present?

[[Dear Sister O'Neal, Given what you have written about the short life of canon 603 and the way diocesan representatives are learning to implement it, do you think  it is being used more appropriately now than it was in the past? Are there ways the Church could improve in this?]]

That's a great question but one that is difficult to answer except in terms of anecdotal impressions. I know that dioceses have greater resources available to them because of the hermits already professed and consecrated according to this canon than was the case early on; this includes a number of hermits who have lived this life for some time in ways that are edifying to others and who can assist dioceses. They also have greater access to the experience of dioceses more generally with relation to this canon. Some have done well with it, some have greater failure rates, and a few at least have failed to even attempt to implement this canon. Some of this has changed the way dioceses use the canon and in this I have seen improvements. For instance, the use of this canon for individuals who really want to live community life and not solitary eremitical life has apparently diminished; at the same time very few true lauras (which differ from communities) are now being established much less succeeding. In other words, the focus is rightly on solitary eremitical life and that is the reason the canon was promulgated. Additionally the use of canon 604 in its place, something that happened very early in the history of these two canons, now seems not to happen at all; dioceses are very clear today that c 603 and c 604 describe vastly different vocations even when some aspects overlap in similarity. More and more it seems to me, canon 603 is being used for true eremitic vocations and not merely to profess lone individuals who could not be professed in community or who are simply unwilling to give up what is necessary for this to happen. 

Similarly, I think it is being used less frequently for those lone individuals who are isolated from others, from the church, and perhaps too from themselves; instead this kind of candidate tends more and more to fail to be admitted to profession and consecration under canon 603, which I think, is a very good thing. Longer periods of discernment and the greater use of temporary profession without automatic admission to perpetual profession three to five years later now allows time for such persons to truly transition into eremitical life in the heart of the church if they truly have eremitical vocations.  And finally, it seems to me that more and more the canon is being used to profess second half of life vocations to solitude rather than younger persons --- especially those who must still live with their parents to undertake such a life. Generally speaking (there are a couple of exceptions, I think), younger persons should be encouraged to join semi-eremitical communities rather than embracing solitary eremitical life. Of the persons I have seen professed under this canon these latter are some of the most questionable. One wonders what happens when the parents die and the "hermit" is required to live a self-sufficient life under vows, particularly when eremitical profession occurred before the person finished their education, worked full-time, and negotiated the other stages of adult individuation.

When canon 603 first was published there was a flurry of interest. I don't know that this interest has fallen off in any steep way, but it is clear to me that dioceses have mainly taken care in professing people in these recent years and that is always a very good thing. With regard to dioceses which have simply refused to implement the canon, these were initially wise in their wait-and-see refusals but are now more and more becoming simply recalcitrant; for this reason, some vocations to consecrated solitary eremitical life are being lost. Still, better this than that non-eremitical lives seeking to use c 603 as some sort of stopgap when no other way to profession and consecration are open to folks. (Here, distinguishing clearly between the Roman Catholic canon 603 from the Anglo-Catholic canon 14 for "solitary religious" who are not necessarily hermits is an important step forward.) As a result of better discernment, and a better sense of what solitary eremitical vocations look like --- meaning that dioceses tend not to simply profess anyone seeking this until they have shown the patience, initiative, and spiritual maturity required for a lifelong commitment to the silence of solitude and assiduous prayer and penance --- I think the faddish quality of canon 603 has diminished significantly.

Areas of Possible Improvement in the Implementation of Canon 603: The Role of Bishops

Yes, there are certainly some areas that could be improved on with regard to eremitical vocations under canon 603. The most critical one, I think, is in the provision for meaningful and regular supervision and ongoing formation of already professed hermits. The canon is clear that these lives are to be lived under the supervision of the local ordinary. The one complaint I hear time and again is that new bishops coming into a diocese do not have time for, nor much want to meet with c 603 hermits in a way we really need. I feel fortunate because when I was approaching profession the Vicars for Religious at the bishop's behest asked that I choose someone to act as a delegate for the diocese, someone who would be a "quasi-superior" for me and who would serve both the bishop and myself as my regular contact person since I would only be able to meet with the bishop annually or so. Over the years this has proved absolutely invaluable. I now have "co-delegates" (we tend to use the word Directors instead) --- one of whom takes the lead and the second who keeps in touch and is ready to step in as Director should anything happen to the other. (For instance, both of these Sisters have been in leadership in their own congregations and during this time it may fall to the other Sister to take the lead as my Director. But this arrangement also provides for illness and other circumstances as well including potential conflicts in matters of internal and external forums.) 

When new bishops come into the diocese (I have lived as a hermit under 4 bishops and a diocesan hermit under 3 with one interim bishop), I will simply continue meeting with my Director(s), and (usually) the Vicar for Religious in case of need, until the new bishop is able to meet with me. (I continue meeting with my Director(s) in any case since I would ordinarily meet with my bishop once a year unless there is a specific need otherwise.) It provides continuity in terms of ongoing formation in one's vows and is especially critical when a new bishop is less able or (perhaps) is even unwilling to meet regularly with a hermit. When I have the need, or there is something which concerns the vocation more generally, either I or my Director can contact the bishop to advise him and work out whatever is needed.

But some hermits have not had such an arrangement asked for by their dioceses and these hermits are sometimes left bereft of sufficient diocesan contact or supervision with real (i.e., legitimate) authority --- especially when new bishops "inherit" them because they are perpetually professed and consecrated. To be left in the lurch this way while trying to faithfully live a consecrated life is certainly not what canon 603 calls for nor is it wise or helpful, especially for ecclesial vocations to eremitical solitude. The need for people who truly assume the ministry of authority in one's life (and here I do not mean a heavy-handed authority which supplants individual responsibility but rather, a ministry of real knowledge and love!) is critically important in such an ecclesial vocation while the failure to provide adequately in this way by bishop who may "inherit" c 603 hermits is a failure of charity and episcopal responsibility as well. Hermits are vowed to obedience to God in the hands of their bishops; to live their vows, and grow in the ways such a vow allows for, requires a bishop (and/or his delegate) do his/her part.

Since bishops change at least occasionally, the possibility of a c 603 hermit falling under the governance of a bishop with no interest or time to act as legitimate superior is always a possibility. Here a delegate who is a consistent and regular presence in the hermit's life and who has the expertise to serve in the ministry of authority at the bishop's behest is critically important. Still, because a hermit in perpetual vows remains consecrated and bound by her vows no matter the changes in diocesan leadership bishops must assume their proper place in the supervision of such vocations. Thus, if we desire such vocations to persevere and succeed in glorifying God and serving as the gift to the Church the Holy Spirit makes them, it is a problem which needs to be addressed -- perhaps at the level of CICLSAL or others in Rome since this seems to occur more than occasionally. Besides the other areas I have mentioned above, this is the one I hear most complaints about. There are a couple of others but, if you don't mind, given the length of this post, I will follow up with those at another time.

Implementing C 603: Difficullties?

[[Dear Sister, if someone doesn't like canon 603 or the way it has been used in some instances, why would they seek to be consecrated and professed under it? You have read Joyful Hermit's blog. [Title and author's name omitted here per request.] She seems to be arguing that the canon is subject to abuse, misuse, hypocrisy, and so forth in ways that troubles her. If her bishop wants to use canon 603 in her regard is she forced to accept it? You are professed under this canon. Do you think there are significant difficulties with its implementation?]]

No, of course, neither "Joyful" nor anyone else is forced to accept canonical standing under canon 603 if she (or anyone else) has serious conscientious disagreement about its nature and/or use generally. For that matter, however, no bishop would or could admit someone to profession and consecration under this canon if that same person has serious concerns about the validity and integrity of the canon, or believes it represents something destructive of true eremitical life -- something "Joyful" has posted about a number of times over the years. For instance, the idea that canon 603 prevents someone from focusing on Jesus alone -- or, I would say instead, from focusing on Jesus and learning to see everything in light of Him --- is simply not the case.  I would say that arguing in that way indicates a lack of understanding not only of the canon, but also of what it looks like to focus on Jesus in the way the gospel and our baptisms call us each to do.

What canon 603 provides is a framework for solitary consecrated eremitical life. It is the only canonical means of doing so. It combines various essential elements (stricter separation from the world, the silence of solitude, assiduous prayer and penance, within the framework of the evangelical counsels, under the supervision of the hermit's bishop) all according to a Rule the hermit writes herself. This combination allows for significant structure, eremitical substance, ecclesial accountability, and appropriate flexibility so the needs for each hermit's spiritual growth are adequately met. Not everything one needs to understand and live a consecrated life in the Roman Catholic Church is included in this canon. For instance, other canons will apply regarding the vows, provisions for end of life, canonical freedom, impediments to the vocation, etc., so it is best not to look to canon 603 as exhaustive. Even so, most hermits will find that the way it defines the essential elements and combines these with a personal Rule and the supervision of legitimate authorities, provides a good foundation which is both edifying and sufficient for the hermit's living out of this vocation with authentic freedom and space for the Holy Spirit.

The greatest problem I find with the implementation of this canon is the inadequate understanding of its history and the charism of eremitical life. This lack of understanding is true not only for some seeking to be professed under this canon, but for some who are responsible for admitting individuals to profession and consecration. It takes time and education to understand the distinction between being a lone individual and being a hermit, and especially a consecrated hermit with an ecclesial vocation.  Even some hermits should never be consecrated using c 603 because they are not suited to living an ecclesial vocation "in the name of the Church". Similarly, the discernment and formation of such a vocation takes time, education, and prayer. Cutting corners here, and using canon 603 as some sort of stopgap when other options for religious or consecrated life are not open to one, is a great temptation for those seeking and those admitting to profession both. It is critically important that those dealing with candidates for profession understand the charismatic nature of eremitical life, otherwise they may simply not take the significance of this vocation with adequate seriousness. If the charism or "gift quality" of this vocation is carefully attended to by all involved in its living out, canon 603 will certainly provide the foundational canonical structure needed for solitary consecrated hermits and their ever-deepening relationship with Christ.

Keep in mind that this canon is only 37 years old. There is a learning curve involved in using it wisely, especially in a world given to an exaggerated individualism. Remember too that this is a world in which contemplative life is rare and eremitical life is rarer. Only as dioceses work out their own approaches to discernment and formation (both initial and ongoing), as well as the fundamentals of supervision in conjunction with dioceses with successful hermits, does the nature of the life defined and governed by this canon become clearer. Have mistakes been made? Yes, there have been. Generally, these have raised serious questions by others (religious, clerical, and lay persons in the diocese of profession and beyond its boundaries) which has tended to make dioceses more careful in the future -- though it has also sometimes made it more difficult for dioceses to use the canon appropriately due to greater caution. But canon 603 has also been used well during these 37 years; as a result, diocesan bishops and Vicars for Religious have learned what is necessary to live this vocation well and discovered ways to assist in the discernment and ongoing formation of such candidates.

One note: when I researched the sources for "Joyful's" recent post on c 603 Catholic Hermits and Work, I found she had used the equivalent of Wikipedia as her primary citation. Personally, I find that a credible source only for the most general description of the ways c 603 has been implemented. For someone involved in a serious discernment process, especially if they have concerns with this implementation, it is better they speak to C 603 hermits themselves or seek out information from canonists and others who have dealt directly with canon 603 hermits over the years. "Joyful"  believes C 603 will lead her from living hermit life in its "purity" and "essential nature." While I don't doubt the truth of this subjective fear, it isn't true for me nor for the diocesan hermits I know personally or have read about. And this is as it should be for someone professed and consecrated under this canon. We know the nature of the way Canon 603 works from the inside out, and for those professed after sufficient discernment and formation, this experience is positive in terms of personal and spiritual growth as a hermit. In any case, what generally remains true, is that in the Roman Catholic Church, the essential nature of this vocation to solitary consecrated eremitical life is defined by the canon itself. That is the nature of a canon or "norm". That is why the canon was created and why it functions in a "performative" way. It is tied to other canons in the Code of Canon Law where the norms for consecrated life lived according to the Evangelical Counsels are found.

If one is professed and consecrated under Canon 603 one accepts ALL of these norms as legally (i.e., canonically) binding. Together they constitute the framework in which one discovers a realm of freedom that is infinite in its breadth and depth because God and the union with God one is called to explore in this way is infinite. This is both the sacrifice and the blessing of consecrated life. If one believes otherwise or has found their experience is contrary to the witness of those living canonical (consecrated) eremitical life, it is most likely because one is not called to this. Please understand this is not a problem for Catholics since one may live as a hermit in either the lay or the clerical states without benefit of the additional canons pertaining to religious and consecrated solitary eremitical life. Instead, one needs only fulfill the baptismal and canonical obligations of the lay or clerical states and do as one feels called as a hermit within this context. Whatever state of life this implies, one must act in good conscience to live the truth of one's own call and one needs to discern/discover the best path to that life. If one feels called to canonical/consecrated eremitical life, then that pathway will be mutually discerned with representatives of the Church herself.

The real question raised by the post you cited is not whether there are inconsistencies (and far less, whether there are hypocrisies) in the way a canon like 603 is implemented from country to country and diocese to diocese, but whether the canon can provide what is needed to live the truth of one's own Divine call with integrity and the flexibility and creativity of the Holy Spirit. My own answer to that question has been proven time and again: canon 603 is exactly what I need to hear and live my own divine call. Canon 603 constitutes one as a consecrated solitary hermit; for this vocation Canon 603 is normative and constitutive. 

Is this right for everyone? Must everyone seeking to live an eremitical life embrace the same canonical rights and obligations? No, nor has the Church ever said they must. In fact, the reason discernment is relatively long-term with this vocation is rooted not only in the fact that the eremitical vocation is rare, but also in the fact that one has meaningful alternatives if the two canonical routes (semi-eremitical and solitary eremitical life under c 603) do not suit one. Lay hermits (hermits living this life in their baptismal state under the canons that pertain to lay life alone) have always been a significant and often, a powerfully prophetic form of eremitical life. That was true in the early church with the Desert Fathers and Mothers who have been paradigmatic for all hermits; it is true today as well.

Are Hermits a Sign of Hope in this Time of Pandemic?

[[Sister Laurel, I bet you never saw it coming that hermits would be a sign of hope during a time or mandatory sheltering-in-place! Do you see yourself in this way?]]

Thanks for writing. Yes, you are certainly correct in your observation! Of course I am terribly sad that the situation the world finds itself in exists at all, but it is also true that the witness of hermits has a relevance which is more direct and vivid than ordinarily. As already noted, two or three weeks ago I was "interviewed" by a journalist, and while she asked several questions about eremitical life itself, what was eventually published was some of what I said about loneliness and dealing with loneliness. This simply had a greater relevance than would ordinarily be the case. Hermits deal with loneliness (though it is not something we feel all the time!) in two main senses: 1) simple loneliness, which occurs when one experiences something wonderful, beautiful, and/or inspiring and simply wishes to share that with someone. This form of loneliness is natural for every human being and points to the fact that we are made for love and are capable of loving God, ourselves, and others. We know we are made for love, and especially that we are made for God so loneliness as a natural dimension of our existence is not hard to understand.

The second form of loneliness, and one I think is far less common among hermits, is a more complicated or even "malignant" (my word) loneliness that points to forms of emptiness which are not simply natural. They stem from woundedness and the various failures people meet through their lives to be adequately loved and respected, nurtured and nourished. My impression is that folks ordinarily cover the pain of these kinds of wounds with all kinds of addictions and "isms": workaholism, shopaholism, alcoholism, drugs, sex, etc. But during a time of "lockdown" some of these "defenses" simply can't work and our woundedness is exposed and intensified. Sometimes it is simply that the things which allow us to feel successful or that give our lives meaning are taken from us, and the pain of woundedness may become clearer or more intense than usual. Enforced solitude is certainly a way of tearing the masks from our woundedness and while it may increase our more natural loneliness the real "problem" is the fact that it deprives us of some of the various ways we have covered over our profound woundedness.

Solitude, and especially eremitical solitude, requires we face ourselves. We do that in prayer, in spiritual direction, in lectio divina, in study, in recreation, and in our relationships with others. At the same time it allows us to seek, meet, and come to know and be known by the God who is Love-in-Act. In some ways both of these are necessary to truly come to know ourselves; if we know ourselves apart form the love of God, we are apt to have skewed senses of who we are --- either arrogant overestimations of our worth, or sad and shame-based senses of our inferiority and worthlessness.

Humility, a grounded form of loving honesty about ourselves and others, a form of honesty capable of seeing who we truly are and the dignity we truly possess as beloved of God is one of the fruits of eremitical solitude and the necessary work a hermit does in direction, etc. My main theology prof used to use the phrase, "when all the props are kicked out" in teaching about Paul's theology of the Cross. Physical solitude (and especially eremitical solitude) presents us with a situation in which "all the props are kicked out" and we can meet ourselves and God anew. Thus, in time it also provides the context in which we may be healed and made whole (holy) by the love of God. In other words, when all the props are kicked out, our God is there for us and our lives are truly meaningful. That is the nature of hope.

Of course I think hermits can say to folks --- not to worry, you can do this without becoming an alcoholic or lapsing into insanity! At the same time we have to say, "But remember, I can't do this without God and neither can you!! I can't do this without support from my pastor, spiritual director, and friends (emails are precious!) and neither can you get by without support!!!" Hope is the way we measure time in terms of futurity. Does our present see the inbreaking of real future/futurity or is it without this vision? What hermits say is that lives of eremitical solitude are shot through with a sense of real futurity, and therefore, with real hope. Our lives are not meaningless; indeed they are incredibly meaningful and full of joy. Every day brings new discoveries, about ourselves, our God, those we love, and the world around us; what we let go of in order to embrace eremitical solitude was and is indeed sacrificial, but what we have been given in place of that is beyond counting or telling.

Solitude is an opportunity to share in some of this in ways which are not as possible without solitude. Especially, learning to love ourselves as God loves us -- without masks, without props, is the one thing solitude gives us an opportunity for. How our world would change if we could each and all come to this new humility!!

Questions: Eremitical Life as a Guide in Time of Pandemic?

In the middle of April I was interviewed for The Catholic Register in Toronto. A portion of that was on loneliness and that was what found its way into the published article. The main portion, however, I am posting here because the journalist had a sense that hermits might have something significant to say to those still on lock-down in light of this pandemic. I think she's right and her questions serve as a kind of introduction to my understanding of eremitical life.

            1) [[What is your daily life like within the hermitage? I.e. do you leave the hermitage, do you live with others, what is your daily work like?]] 

Life in Stillsong is divided between prayer, study (Scripture, Theology), writing (including journaling, blogging, and some more academic writing) work with clients or my own spiritual direction (every other week I meet with clients and/or with my own director; alternate weeks are mainly without clients), and everyday chores and recreation. I ordinarily leave the hermitage for Mass on Sundays and a couple of days during the week, a Scripture class I teach at my parish, normal errands (shopping, doctors’ appointments, etc.), and some extraordinary events at the parish. I am not a recluse; I am a significant part of the life of others and they are a critical and inalienable part of my own life --- even in my physical solitude. Thus, the focus and majority of my time is spent in what canon 603 refers to as “the silence of solitude”, that is, in communion with God (which requires time and space alone) for the sake not only of my own genuine selfhood but for the sake of others. While I live in a senior complex, I also live alone.

           2) [[I'm interested in what advice you might have for the people quarantined inside their       houses during the current pandemic. I wonder if you have any insights on how they could experience solitude and enclosure not as a negative force, but rather as an opportunity for growth. How does solitude make you feel more connected, and even joyful? What advice do you have for others experiencing social isolation/quarantine - how can they make the most of their situation?]]

Perhaps the best I can do here is to begin by affirming why I live in solitude (rather than in isolation) (Let me first say that I see being isolated as more than mere physical solitude; it means being personally, not just physically separated from others, perhaps because of self-centeredness, misanthropy, etc. Thus I don’t use it as a term to describe eremitical solitude.}

 A medically and surgically intractable seizure disorder and chronic pain isolated me and in some ways prevented my doing what I had planned to do with my life. Becoming a person of prayer (one who is loved by and loves God in a conscious, dedicated way) transformed isolation into solitude and I came to embrace this as away of life. I did so because over time it became clear that my life is immeasurably meaningful apart from the standards ordinarily driving us, namely work or career, wealth, “success”, and so forth. We all know we need some degree of physical solitude to be healthy, but when things like this pandemic rob us of the things which ordinarily make our lives feel meaningful it is important to recognize how truly valuable we are in and of ourselves (in light of the love of God). Physical solitude is an opportunity to discover or strengthen our sense of this truth and to be there for one another in new ways. It is a way of maintaining a truly human perspective  re all of reality. This will include loving and affirming the value of every other person when they are unable to measure their lives in more usual senses, when they seem to have nothing to recommend them in terms of career, wealth, success, expertise, etc.

 There are concrete steps anyone needs to take to live physical solitude fruitfully. Regularity and balance are two of these. A hermit has to learn to balance all the necessary parts of her life, the things without which she cannot be healthy or fully human. Most fundamentally this means beginning and ending everything with prayer, not in the sense of saying prayers before and after everything (though we certainly might do this), but in the sense of beginning and ending with our experience of God’s love, our experience of loving and being loved, in all of the ways that comes to us in solitude (formal prayer, connection with others, reading Scripture, connection with nature, care for all dimensions of self – physical, spiritual, intellectual, relational, etc.). Another way of saying this is to affirm the need to (learn to) give ourselves permission to love and be loved  especially when we are separated from our usual ways of knowing and valuing ourselves through work, career, earning power, status, etc.  It therefore also means creating a schedule where things have their necessary place and developing new habits and priorities which are truly loving for ourselves, those with whom we live, and those around us. Some concrete suggestions common to monastic and eremitical life/Catholic Tradition include:

·     As possible, take time to get to know yourself, God and your loved ones apart from the props of career, status, etc. the pandemic strips each of us of some of these things. Trust that is an opportunity.

·     Take time to pray, to think, and especially to reflect on our world and those who are suffering.

·     Take time to truly recreate, not merely to distract, but to enliven and revitalize. Do this with others as possible and desirable. Talk with each other. Watch a movie together, play board games.

·     Allow time together to be as sacred as it would be at Mass. Especially do this with meals and recreation together. Solitude is about communion, not isolation. Counter isolation with genuine community and develop the new habits needed to do this in the future. Find ways to truly say what is most important and deepest within yourself. The present moment is what we have.

In so far as we touch and continue to touch into the ways we are truly and deeply loved by God (and others), we will be more resilient and creative in this new normal. Everyday practices (making beds, doing dishes, mopping floors, meal times) will be done more attentively and take on a new importance and “fullness.” Everything becomes an opportunity for reflecting on and growing in love; more and more, nothing is “ordinary” any longer. This is the deeper meaning of “making everything a prayer.” Because everything can be transformed in this way, this is the reason hermits, among others, give priority to reading Scripture, and formal prayer in its many forms. We witness to the power of these things to heal and literally inspire genuine humanity.

3. How has isolation helped you deal with suffering? Right now, many people in quarantine are struggling with domestic abuse or suffering from mental health problems - do you have any insights as to how isolation could heal, rather than exacerbate, this suffering?

Here in Stillsong illness and suffering still “get in the way of things.” Even so suffering is part of my life and more generally I am comforted in that suffering by the love of God. This means that while suffering may get in the way of this or that specific activity, it does not get in the way of my life per se.  I think this is actually the witness a hermit’s life gives to the power of God’s love. 

It has taken real work to learn that even significant and isolating suffering is a piece of my life that can still be “engaged in lovingly” and even fruitfully, but one can learn that one is loved and can love oneself in spite of suffering that would ordinarily feel dehumanizing. My life is still infinitely meaningful in light of God’s love and can even be a source of inspiration or edification to others --- not merely because of the suffering involved, but because there is something far more primary for me, namely my (growing) ability to love and be loved in light of God’s love. Once one sees this a number of things happen. Among them, 1) one values oneself no matter what, 2) one come to see others as equally precious, and 3) One experiences one’s fundamental  unity with others and will work to enhance that as possible. When this is true the world becomes an incredibly wonder-full place and  belonging to it (even in physical solitude) a source of joy. 

+       Treat this time of enforced solitude as an opportunity to suffer honestly, without denial or   self-pity. Allow it to be an opportunity to accept whatever limitations and weaknesses are ours.
      Treat it as a chance to drop masks even as we don medical masks.
      Learn to ask for help and to grow in compassion.

 I can’t speak very effectively here to those in situations of abuse any more than by reiterating what I have said above about giving oneself permission to learn to love and be loved (by God, self, and others) in spite of what is an awful continuing reality God does NOT will.  I will say that one needs to get whatever help one can in learning to truly love oneself. There are online resources that can assist one here and some of the things I do regularly myself can be of assistance; journaling, for instance, taking time for oneself (taking walks, exercise, forms of lone recreation that allow one to relax and decompress, etc). Abusers need to do the same kinds of things, perhaps even more urgently because solitude is a demanding context which will break down as well as build up.  That causes a new kind of stress folks will need to learn to deal with. While I do see this as an opportunity to learn new ways of responding rather than reacting with violence and abuse, I also believe one will ordinarily need some help in negotiating this creatively and needs to seek that out online, etc.

 For those dealing with mental illness my advice has to be equally general: treat this pandemic as an opportunity to give yourself permission to love and be loved by a God Who is bigger than even this awful situation. This remains the foundational imperative for every person in this situation. The other suggestions are also important.  Let the stresses of the world’s expectations and ways of seeing reality become less important to you if you can. Do all you need to do to be truly good to yourself. Seek what help is available to deal with your illness, but also hear that you are someone God holds as precious and loves infinitely. Give God permission to do this. Trust that this is what God wills for you, not illness. Know that everyone touched by this pandemic has been disoriented by it; this is normal. Everyone is building new habits, learning new ways  to truly be themselves and relate to others. Those already working with mental illness may actually be ahead of the game here.

How Do We Live as House Churches When We Live Alone?

Dear Sister, how is it a person living alone can be part of a "house church" or "domestic church"? Our parish has a lot of people who live alone. How is it they can feel part of the church when they are isolated because of COVID-19? Are you suggesting people should think of themselves as hermits?

Really good question! This problem of living alone and still being an integral part of the faith community is something hermits have had to deal with throughout the history of eremitical life. It is a constant tension in the eremitical life, and something every Christian hermit learns to live well, or cease to be a true hermit. (They might instead be a lone individual, but not a hermit.) One of the Saints associated with Camaldolese Benedictinism is Peter Damian and he wrote a really significant letter (#28) in response to a very similar question. It is sometimes called "The Lord Be With You" (Dominus Vobiscum) letter because it was occasioned by someone asking what they did with certain prayers during liturgy when they referred or were actually directed to other people. While the question was prompted by a narrowly defined situation it really leads to considerations of the validity of eremitical life, the ecclesiality of such a life, and also more general questions on the nature of being church when physical isolation is required. As you can imagine given your own questions, while Peter Damian wrote during the 11th and 12th centuries, this specific issue is quite contemporary.

Peter Damian's response is summarized in the following statement: [[(11) Truly the Church of Christ is so joined together by the bond of love that in many it is one, and in each it is mystically complete. Thus we at once observe that the whole Church is rightly called the one and only bride of Christ, and we believe each individual soul, by the mystery of baptism, to be the whole Church.]] A bit later, Damian writes, [[(13) And so we can conclude from what was said above that since the whole Church is symbolized in the person of one individual, and since, moreover, the Church is said to be a virgin, holy Church is both one in all and complete in each of them; that is to say, simple in many by reason of the unity of faith, and multiple in each through the bond of love and the various charismatic gifts, since all are from one, and all are one. . . .  (15) If they are one who believe in Christ, then wherever an individual member is physically present, there too the whole body is present, there too the whole body is present by reason of the sacramental mystery. And whatever is fitting for the whole, is in some way fitting for each part, so that it is not out of the question for an individual to say what the assembly of the Church says together, just as that which an individual properly utters may also be voiced by many without reproach.]] 

Some folks  may want to think of themselves as hermits for the time being, but since being a hermit really includes a commitment to long-term silence and solitude (and even to growing to reach fullness of humanity in and even as the silence of solitude) most will not find this fits for them. Still, what does fit universally is that each person by virtue of their baptism/Christian initiation is called to come to see themselves as Church, and to allow themselves to live from the same sources the Church lives, especially the Scriptures, liturgical (liturgy of the hours) and private prayer, and mealtimes celebrated as Eucharistic moments.

One of the dimensions of my own eremitical life I write about a lot is its ecclesial character. Because I am consecrated by God through the mediation of the Church, this partly has to do with its canonical nature and the fact that I am called and missioned by the Church to live eremitical life in her Name. Still, given the current pandemic and the fact that each and all of us are called by the Church to shelter-in-place and to be Church in enforced solitude, we must be able to see this ecclesial dimension as a call coming with our own baptism. While this does not mean folks are necessarily called to be hermits, and especially not consecrated/canonical hermits, nevertheless the call is profoundly ecclesial in its own way: if we live alone each of us is called, at this time and place, to live solitude in the name of the Church by virtue of our Lay/baptismal standing.

Every home in our parish, for instance, (and in fact, in our diocese), is called to represent the life of the Church in the fullest way possible without access to Eucharist. This is a challenge Vatican II stressed in its valuing of Lay life. The catch-phrase, "We ARE Church!" was meant to capture this sense in opposition to standard usage identifying the clergy/hierarchy as "the Church". Today, when ordained clergy have been rendered much less effective given our mandatory social-distancing and inability to come together for Mass, we are truly challenged to take on the call that Vatican II identified as integral to our baptized state and dignity as a "priestly people". It is not merely that each of us is part of the Church, though that is certainly true; it is also that each of us is called to be Church, to grow in faith, to do all that any disciple of Christ must do to come to recognize and know the Risen Christ, and allow Him to be recognized in/through us by others.

On the Road to Emmaus During a Pandemic: Finding New Old Ways of Being Church

As we approach today’s readings I think we all have a much clearer, more vivid sense of how it is a single Event can change our entire world so that there is simply no going back to what we once knew and perhaps even took for granted. We know what it is like to have our usual assumptions and expectations upended, to have everyday routines and priorities thrown into disarray, and -- at least for the time being -- --- to have been robbed of many of the things that gave our lives value and purpose including relationships, school, work, and even forms of ministry and ways of "being Church".

We know what it means to be frightened: frightened of illness, frightened of death, frightened even of life itself, frightened for ourselves, frightened for others, frightened the virus will leave us in a world without a meaningful future. At the same time we know the experience of "seeing with new eyes" what has been true and right in front of us all along: Family members we are, perhaps, only now spending quality time with and coming to know; friends who, in the midst of it all, are showing us new depths of compassion and caring; people we may take for granted or otherwise marginalize: they have become "essential" while we are sidelined; they are "heroes" to us and we marvel at their self-sacrifice, generosity, and courage.

Retelling the Story:

Today's gospel lection is meant to speak to people in precisely our predicament. I would like to retell it in a way that, I hope, will let us hear it afresh. These disciples have experienced the arrest, brutalization, and execution of a Man whom they loved, followed, and trusted in, a man whom they thought held the key to any real future. But the One they thought was God's own anointed one and their hope for a new and meaningful world, was instead determined to be a godless and godforsaken blasphemer and  political terrorist. He was executed in the most shameful way possible --- a way which underscored the lie his life must really have been --- and his last cry from the cross was one which pleaded with the God of Israel who had apparently also abandoned him. Like us, these disciples had experienced a world-shattering loss.

On the road to Emmaus we find them disoriented and fearful as they make their way home where they will shelter in place -- in hiding from the authorities who will be coming for them as well. On the way they take some comfort from the keenness  of their confusion and pain in conversation and debate --- yes, about the events in Jerusalem, but also they talk about the Jewish Scriptures and what they have taught and promised. Perhaps some of these stories, stories they have lived with and from their whole lives, can ease their grief a little and make sense of the tragedy they have just suffered.

When they meet a stranger who wonders why they are so distraught, so angry and uncertain, we can hear the edge in their response: "What!? Have you been living in a hole somewhere? Are you the only one in the entire civilized world who does not know what happened in Jerusalem?!! We were so sure he was God's. . . ; and, God forgive us, we were so wrong!! The One we thought was God's own Messiah was convicted by our own religious leaders and [shudder] crucified by the Romans. We know now therefore, he could not have been the one we hoped for. The God he supposedly "revealed" and taught us to believe in was powerless to save him; the kingdom he proclaimed, the realm of his God's putative "sovereignty", was apparently just another lie!!

A bit further along the road they continue to fill the stranger in on what he seems to have missed. We can hear their anger and their anguish: "You know, some women from our group told us Jesus was really alive (we had not seen the crucifixion ourselves), and they recounted stories of meeting angels --- Foolish Women! You know what kind of witnesses they make! When we checked out their story others from our group found only an empty tomb --- no heavenly messengers, no Jesus alive and well (or even alive and battered), not even his dead body --- just an empty tomb!! Some are saying the Romans stole the body to prevent the grave from becoming a focus for a martyr cult. Maybe it's true that the crucifixion of an apparently unbalanced Galilean peasant changed very little in the world at large --- but God help us!! Nothing at all is the same now. What are we to do??

In today's pandemic we face a similar journey and we know the road in front of us is long. There are great difficulties and uncertainties; neither are there easy or facile answers to the questions which haunt us. Nor, on the road to Emmaus, does the stranger provide facile answers to the desperate questions the disciples there both ask and are. Instead, he continues to accompany them on their journey. He is and remains with them. He listens and continues to listen as they pour out their hearts to him: bewilderment, anger, shattered hopes, fragile faith, and sorrow,  such immense sorrow -- he receives them all. And he challenges them rather sharply, in fact, to greater faith and continuing trust. Especially he reminds them of their scriptures and the way God has worked throughout their history.

Eventually,  in a shared meal they watch and listen as he takes bread, blesses and breaks it with and for them. And in that moment, they SEE! They KNOW! The God of Jesus, the God of the Christ has been victorious over death and death-dealing powers. He has made them his own and they are irretrievably changed by his presence. Everything Jesus told them was, no, IS true!! He has been vindicated by God, and even more astonishingly, he has been raised to new life --- not at the end of time or at the end of the world --- but right here and now in the midst of human history! Heaven, the word we use for God's own life shared with others, has broken in on and is remaking the old world into a New Creation. Nothing at all can separate us from God's love -- not crucifixion, not godless death, and certainly not pandemic. In light of all this, the disciples now see with new eyes and celebrate the truth they lamented just a short time before: NOTHING AT ALL will ever be the same again.

 On Our Own Road to Emmaus Today:

During this time of finding our way on a disorienting and painful journey, and especially as we find new ways to "be Church" when ordained clergy have been made relatively ineffective, this gospel story tells us one main story: we are being accompanied by the Crucified Christ even when we fail to recognize him and it is imperative that we learn to recognize and come to know him if we are to be people of genuine Hope. One of the reasons this gospel lection is critical for us this Easter especially is because it is clear he is not only to be found in Church, nor is he recognized only in the Scriptures as they are read there, nor only in the Eucharist itself. Because ours is an incarnational God who has sundered the veil between sacred and profane, and because, similarly, our faith is a sacramental one,  the One who accompanies us -- often unrecognized -- is found in the unexpected and even in what we might deem the unacceptable place. Sister Macrina Wiederkehr, OSB, who died just last Friday**, said it this way:

(We) live in a world of theophanies.

Holiness comes wrapped in the ordinary.

There are burning bushes all around (us).

We will say more about this as the weeks of Easter go on and the parish will help provide suggestions and resources, but it is in the reading of Scripture and the breaking of bread in our own homes that we will encounter and learn to recognize the Crucified and Risen Christ. Yes, as Vatican II emphasized, we ourselves are the church, a pilgrim people finding our way in a new and transitory world, a priestly people (Laos) in and through whom God is alive and mediated to that same world. Today's gospel asks that we return to that time when the larger faith community lived and worshipped in domestic and house churches.

Especially it asks that we make of these, places of prayer and that we become people who regularly pour out our hearts to the  God who receives us in every situation. It asks that we make our homes places where the Scriptures are read and reflected on so that our stories and those of our ancestors in faith become inextricable and God is allowed to pour himself out to us as we learn to receive him. And finally, it asks that we allow our homes to become places where the meals we eat are taken together joyfully, and attentively as we allow them to become something Eucharistic despite not being the Eucharist itself. After all, the Lord was with his disciples as they fled Jerusalem for home; He did not abandon or disdain the disciples at any point on the road to Emmaus. He will acompany us in the same way if we will only take the steps needed to encounter and recognize him! Amen.
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**N.B., Sister Macrina Wiederkehr, OSB wrote 8 wonderful books on spirituality. One powerful theme was finding God in the ordinary and another was living in the present moment (as an ever-flowing grace empowers us to do). The quote above is taken from A Treeful of Angels. Macrina died on 24. April. 2020 of a brain tumor. Condolences to her Sisters at St Scholastica Monastery, Fort Smith, AR. She has left the home she loved to return to the one for which she most deeply yearned. Alleluia!

Second Sunday of Easter: Knowing and Proclaiming Christ Crucified and only Christ Crucified! (Reprise with Tweaks)

Today's Gospel focuses on the appearances of Jesus to the disciples, and one of the lessons one should draw from these stories is that we are indeed dealing with bodily resurrection, and especially, with a kind of bodiliness which transcends the corporeality we know here and now. In other words, it is very clear that Jesus' presence among his disciples is not simply a spiritual one, and that part of Christian hope is the hope that we, precisely as embodied persons, will come to perfection beyond the limits of death. It is not just our souls which are meant to be part of the new heaven and earth, but our whole selves, body and soul, (and in fact, the whole of creation is meant to be renewed)!

The scenario with Thomas continues this theme, but is contextualized in a way which leads homilists to focus on the whole dynamic of faith with seeing, and faith despite not having seen. It also makes doubt the same as unbelief and plays these off against faith --- as though faith cannot also be served by doubt. But doubt and unbelief are decidedly NOT the same things. We rarely see Thomas as the one whose doubt (or whose demands!) SERVE true faith, and yet, that is what today's Gospel is about. Meanwhile, Thomas also tends to get a bad rap as the one who was separated from the community and doubted what he had not seen with his own eyes. The corollary here is often perceived to be that Thomas will not simply listen to his brother and sister disciples and believe that the Lord has appeared to or visited them. But I think there is something far more significant going on in Thomas' proclamation that unless he sees the wounds inflicted on Jesus in the crucifixion, and even puts his fingers in the very nail holes, he will not believe.

What Thomas, I think, wants to make very clear is that we Christians believe in a crucified Christ, and that the resurrection was God's act of validation of Jesus as scandalously and ignominiously Crucified. I think Thomas knows on some level anyway, that insofar as the resurrection really occured, it does not nullify what was achieved on the cross. Instead it renders permanently valid what was revealed (made manifest and made real) there. In other words, Thomas knows if the resurrection is really God's validation of Jesus' life and establishes him as God's Christ, the Lord he will meet is the one permanently established and marked as the crucified One. The crucifixion was not some great misunderstanding which could be wiped away by resurrection. Instead it was an integral part of the revelation of the nature of truly human and truly divine existence. Whether it is the Divine life, authentic human existence, or sinful human life --- all are marked and revealed in one way or another by the signs of Jesus' cross. For instance, ours is a God who has journeyed to the very darkest, godless places or realms human sin produces, and has become Lord of even those places. He does not disdain them even now but is marked by them and will journey with us there --- whether we are open to him doing so or not --- because Jesus has implicated God there and marked him with the wounds of an exhaustive kenosis.

Another piece of this is that Jesus is, as Paul tells us, the end of the Law and it was Law that crucified him. The nail holes and wounds in Jesus' side and head -- indeed every laceration which marked him -- are a sign of legal execution -- both in terms of Jewish and Roman law. We cannot forget this, and Thomas' insistence that he really be dealing with the Crucified One reminds us vividly of this fact as well. The Jewish and Roman leaders did not crucify Jesus because they misunderstood him, but because they understood all-too-clearly both Jesus and the immense power he wielded in his weakness and poverty. They understood that he could turn the values of this world, its notions of power, authority, etc, on their heads. They knew that he could foment profound revolution (religious and otherwise) wherever he had followers. They chose to have him crucified not only to put an end to his life, but to demonstrate he was a fraud who could not possibly have come from God; they chose to crucify (or have him crucified) to terrify those who might follow him into all the places discipleship might really lead them --- especially those places of human power and influence associated with religion and politics. The marks of the cross are a judgment (krisis) on this whole reality.

There are many gods and even very many manifestations of the real God available to us today (many partial, some more or less distorted), and so there were to Thomas and his brethren in those first days and weeks following the crucifixion of Jesus. When Thomas made his declaration about what he would and would not believe, none of these were crucified Gods or would be worthy of being believed in if they were associated with such shame and godlessness. Thomas knew how very easy it would be for his brother and sister disciples to latch onto one of these, or even to fall back on entirely traditional notions in reaction to the terribly devastating disappointment of Jesus' crucifixion. He knew, I think, how easy it might be to call the crucifixion and all it symbolized a terrible misunderstanding which God simply reversed or wiped away with the resurrection -- a distasteful chapter on which God has simply turned the page. Thomas knew that false prophets (and false "messiahs") showed up all the time. He knew that a God who is distant and all-powerful is much easier to believe in (and follow) than one who walks with us even in our sinfulness or who empties himself to become subject to the powers of sin and death, especially in the awful scandal and ignominy of the cross --- and who expects us to do essentially the same.

In other words, Thomas' doubt may have had less to do with the FACT of a resurrection, than it had to do with his concern that the disciples, in their desperation, guilt, and the immense social pressure they faced, had truly met and clung to the real Lord, the crucified One. In this way, and only in this way!) their own discipleship could and would come to be marked by the signs of the cross as they preach, suffer, and serve in the name (and so, in the paradoxical power) of THIS Lord and no other. Only he could inspire them; only he could sustain them; only he could accompany them wherever true discipleship led them.

Paul said, "I want to know Christ crucified and only Christ crucified" because only this Christ had transformed sinful, godless reality with his presence, only this Christ had redeemed even the realms of sin and death by remaining open to God even within these realities. Only this Christ would journey with us to the unexpected and unacceptable places, and in fact, only he would meet us there with the promise and presence of a God who would bring life out of them. Thomas, I believe, knew precisely what Paul would soon proclaim himself, and it is this, I think, which stands behind his insistence on seeing the wounds and putting his fingers in the very nail holes. He wanted to be sure his brethren were putting their faith in the crucified One, the one who turned everything upside down and relativized every other picture of God we might believe in. He became the great doubter because of this, but I suspect instead, he was the most astute theologian among the original Apostles. He, like Paul, wanted to know Christ Crucified and ONLY Christ Crucified.

We should not trivialize Thomas' witness by transforming him into a run of the mill empiricist and doubter (though doubting is an important piece of growth in faith)!! Instead we should imitate his insistence: we are called upon to be followers of the Crucified God, and no other. Every version of God we meet should be closely examined for nail holes, and the lance wound inflicted by the world of power and prestige. Every one should be checked for signs that this God is capable of and generous enough to assume such suffering on behalf of a creation he would reconcile and make whole. Only then do we know this IS the God proclaimed in the Gospels and the Epistles of Paul, the God of Easter, the only one worthy of being followed even into the darkest reaches of human sin and death, the only One who meets us in the unexpected and even unacceptable place; only this God is the One who makes all things new by loving us with an eternal love from which nothing at all can separate us.