Celebrations of Christmas this year have been bittersweet, both in the larger conflict-fraught world, and here at Stillsong. Many parishioners at St P's have been searching for ways to participate, to worship and celebrate liturgies, and hear homilies that are truly life-giving. Some have gone to other parishes, and others attend Mass some Sundays at a nearby college. All but a few of our small daily Mass community have ceased coming as pre-Vatican II sensibilities replace a vibrant faith life -- a response that is both completely understandable and very sad. Many have simply given up on the Church as unresponsive and geared toward clericalist retrenchment. The pain of loss is palpable and the hunger for genuine community and a liturgy that can be prayed is a hunger that today is only occasionally met at St P's.
To be able to come together then Christmas morning for Mass at a nearby chapel was wonderful. We were a small group. That brought resonances of the early church and its house churches for me. There was no choir except ourselves, which was wonderful because everyone sang their hearts out! (Because we were so few, Father asked if we felt up to singing and there was a unanimous "Yes!!") And so we celebrated the feast, a small community of faith gathered around a creche and God's altar. It is Christmas and God comes to dwell with us in littleness and vulnerability --- both His and our own!! We came together to pray in our own pain, loss, and hopefulness; and today --- we also came together in our joy at God's presence amongst us and the way it draws us together and then sends us out to proclaim the Gospel in our own weakness and vulnerability.
For months now I have been reflecting on the name Emmanuel and the idea that ours is a God who wills to dwell with us. He wills this as his own deepest yearning and destiny. I have written that Emmanuel describes all of this and that it is also a good way to describe our own vocations to authentic humanity. We too are meant to be those with whom God dwells. To be Emmanuel, that is our nature and destiny, God-With-Us. As the reading from Hebrews reminds us, God has been revealed (made known and real in space and time) in partial and fragmentary ways, and now in Jesus, he will be revealed in fullness. Once again we have a chance to recommit to and continue this vocational task ourselves. From the perspective of Jesus' nativity, as brothers and sisters in Christ, we will also grow in grace and stature as God comes to dwell within us more and more fully. With and in Christ we allow ourselves to become more and more transparent to his presence and to authentic humanity, more and more Emmanuel ourselves.
Peace to all of you who read here. I wish you a wonderful Christmas season!!
Sister Laurel O'Neal, Er Dio
Diocese of Oakland
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