Well, thanks for asking your first series of questions, then!! They are really very good ones and mainly about a dimension of this vocation (as you note), I am exploring currently. What I am mainly discovering, and have been looking at over the past couple of years, is the way this vocation is an ecclesial one, so I may not have a complete answer for you at this point, but I will give it a shot! It might be very helpful to look at the way that contrasts with a vocation that is not an ecclesial one. I find that question very intriguing, but also a little tricky to answer without demeaning the non-ecclesial vocations. (I don't think an answer should be demeaning, but it may be hard to make that clear, so I am talking about my own deficiencies here!) By the way, I will have to return to some of your questions (see below) in additional posts. I've included them below until I decide. What I want to do here in this first part is to describe why some vocations are ecclesial.
I began my own exploration of the ecclesial nature of this vocation (and all vocations to the consecrated state) just prior to my perpetual profession and consecration. If one spoke with others who were becoming consecrated hermits or desired to become consecrated hermits under c 603, the idea of the vocation's ecclesiality was not something that came up particularly. The neuralgic point where this sometimes was raised was in the discernment of vocations and the sense that if the person had discerned they were called to religious life or to eremitical life, then why did the discernment have to be mutual? How could congregations or dioceses, for example, send someone home (or away to live as a privately dedicated hermit in the lay state) when they (the candidate) was certain s/he had a vocation to consecrated life?!! Couldn't this mean that a community or diocese could make one "miss one's vocation"?
Beginning an Exploration of the Concept
Over the years, I worked out a number of bits of a solution to this apparent problem, but I never really came to peace with the questions raised in the last paragraph. As I neared perpetual profession and consecration as a diocesan hermit, I came to see the importance of mutual discernment and began to understand the notion of the vocation's ecclesiality. Partly this came from my own sense that while I could live as a privately vowed hermit, it was also true, I thought, that I had something unique to bring the Church and that it was also up to the Church to discern that and accept it or not. Still, while I recognized the term "ecclesiality" fit this situation in some way, I was a long way from my starting argument on this blog, even, namely, "the vocation belongs to the Church before it belongs to the individual hermit"! (By the way, I argue that this is true of the Desert Abbas' and Ammas' vocations as well, and it would be a very long time before I came to be able to argue that point!!)This vestigial sense of what ecclesiality meant, especially for consecrated eremitical life, remained an interest that would eventually be the characteristic or rubric under which I could both understand and express the significance of the consecrated solitary eremitical vocation for the hermit and for the entire Church. So, with that long introduction, what do I mean by calling a vocation ecclesial? Most fundamentally, I mean that such a vocation is one that belongs intimately and integrally to the Church, and it does so because it reflects something critical about her life in this world. Another way of saying this is to say this vocation reveals something central about the Church without which she would not be Christ's own Church. Ecclesial vocations may share these dimensions with one another, and at the same time, some may reveal one or more of these dimensions with greater clarity or vividness than do other ecclesial vocations. I believe that what congregations identify as their own charisms are these various ecclesial dimensions possessed with a significant vividness, personality, or unique application.**
The Journey of the Canonical Hermit
The canonical hermit, whether a solitary (diocesan) hermit, or a member of a congregation of hermits (some Carmelites, some Camaldolese, and Carthusians, for instance), lives certain elements of a consecrated life with particular vividness. So, for instance, every consecrated person prays, is committed to conversion of life, lives degrees of silence and solitude as well as stricter separation from that which is resistant to Christ so that Christ may have priority in their lives, but the hermit, and especially the solitary hermit, will live these elements with a radicality and vividness that is revelatory in calling attention to the hidden core or heart of their lives, namely, the redemptive journey to union with God in and with Christ in the power of the Holy Spirit. None of the constitutive elements of the eremitical life makes real sense apart from this hidden core or heart. At the heart of eremitical life is a pilgrimage to and with Love-in-Act that is essentially freeing. This hidden journey allows the hermit's call to authentic humanity to be realized in space and time, and at the same time, it is all about allowing God to be Emmanuel, the One God wills to be, and has willed to be from before creation.The journey the hermit makes goes right to the deepest, darkest depths of her own humanity. On the way, and especially as she moves to and through the apparent limits of her own life, her own brokenness and fragility, she encounters her own hungers, her most profound needs, the desire for being and meaning that colors everything else in her life, and especially, the ultimate need to love and be loved that is the source and fulfillment of all of these. In other words, as far as possible, the hermit sets aside everything except the dialogue with God she is called to become and is most essentially and profoundly. In the process of the journey, and especially in the darkest depths of her own humanity, the hermit meets God and a self rooted in God that lives beyond death, beyond all the brokenness, beyond the limits, and even the various forms of godlessness that have been part of her life. In short, she meets the truth of the Gospel and the offer of fullness of life in God. She lives from and for this truth and the God that is its source and ground.
Becoming a Microcosm of the Church and its Gospel
Where this occurs, where one becomes fully oneself in Christ, and where God becomes fully Emmanuel, there is revealed (made real in space and time) the "intercessory place" where the reconciliation of heaven and earth is achieved in the "Kingdom of God". While this happens in a hermit's own life, indeed, in her own heart, what is revealed here is the very nature and goal of the Church itself. The hermit's life mirrors this life and the truth of the Gospel that God will allow nothing whatsoever to separate us from him. (This is, of course, the Good News of Jesus' life, death, resurrection, and ascension, as Paul reflected it in Romans 8, and the Church is called to proclaim in season and out.)Every Christian's life is meant to reflect this message and become an embodiment of its truth. Each Christian is part of the Body of Christ and called to carry on the Church's mission to proclaim Christ's liberating message. Each of us is called to be a microcosm of such a life-giving dynamic realized in space and time in our work, our families, and so forth. Hermits and other members of the consecrated state, however, embrace (and are entrusted with) this vocation for the sake of God, God's Church/People, and the well-being of the entire cosmos. They will give up families, renounce marriage and having children, give up certain kinds of careers, relinquish the use of many discrete talents and gifts, etc., for the sake of the Church's being Christ's own body. This, then, is not merely a vocation lived in the Church, but a vocation that is essential to the Church being God's very own community of "called ones".
[[Does it [the ecclesiality of your vocation] change the way you approach your daily life? I think I also want to know what it would look like if you were living a vocation that was NOT an ecclesial one. What would that mean? Would it mean you approach living as a hermit differently than you do now? Thank you for persevering in this blog. Do you get a lot of readers? I don't get here very often, and this is the first time I have asked a question, but I always go away thinking about what you write and how little I knew about being a hermit before reading your blog.]]
Yes, absolutely. I think it doesn't so much change what I do as why I do it! When I think about the eremitic vocation, I wonder about its importance and why it exists. What is such a life supposed to embody? What message does it give to others and call for from them? What does it matter if I don't live this life with integrity? After all, it doesn't do or produce much! In answering these questions and a number of others, I recognize that the answers can cut in very different, even antithetical ways. One set of answers leads in the direction of personal failure, isolation, and emptiness; the other leads in the direction of Christian responsibility, abundant life, mission, and meaningfulness. Without a sense that this is an ecclesial vocation***, the answers one gives to the questions noted above can tend to cohere with answers that reflect on a human being's failure to truly be human. But, as an ecclesial vocation, each question is a challenge to both the hermit and those she encounters, to uncover (and even explore) the positive, God-centered, communal, redemptive, and lifegiving answers, rather than the ones that point to brokenness, meaninglessness, lostness, emptiness, and likely signal human failure.One of the things that changes without the sense that my vocation is an ecclesial one is my ability to pursue eremitical life with the same dedication. Does even God really need me to be a hermit? Why in the world would God need or will that? One needs to be able to answer these questions thoughtfully and substantively, or one will never be able to live this life with integrity! Another thing that would happen without a sense that the Church recognizes the eremitic life and calls some to ecclesial eremitic vocations is the increased tendency to slide into individualism and selfishness. While hermits do pursue personal holiness in the power of the Holy Spirit, eremitical life in the Church is not primarily about this. Instead, it is about God's will to be Emmanuel, growth in compassion, and the desire to be the place where heaven and earth come together for the sake of others --- the Church, and all that is precious to God. Without this larger perspective, it becomes very easy to justify whatever one thinks and does in the name of eremitical weirdness. (This is especially evident with regard to solitude in the next point.)
A third thing that changes without the sense this is an ecclesial vocation is the tendency to a niggling sense of failure and wastefulness of gifts and talents. I am dedicated to this life because it makes sense of all dimensions of my own existence. Not only my talents, but my limitations and brokenness actually contribute to this vocation and make sense within it. Chronic illness does not take away from my ability to live a life of prayer, nor does the diverse forms of isolation it causes. Instead, this isolation becomes a means to explore eremitical solitude and to learn just how radically different it is from personal isolation and unhealthy withdrawal. It allows me to find a deeper relatedness to others in my life, a relatedness that illness cannot affect, except, perhaps, to make me keener in my commitment to it.Further, though, in this vocation, I let go of certain discrete gifts and talents and discover that in doing so, what that makes clearer is the gift God makes of me (or, potentially, any other person) for others. This is a profoundly countercultural way of approaching one's own giftedness, and would ordinarily seem wasteful and disparaging of God, who is the giver of such gifts. Again, the perspective here is deeper, broader, and, to be truly appreciated in the way I believe God wants, requires one to believe in the significance of eremitic vocations in the life of the Church and world. Especially, it uncovers the truth that the person, per se, is the creation and invaluable gift of God, even without outstanding talents and gifts. I both reflect on and write about the ecclesial nature of the eremitic vocation not because it is simply another element of the life I have discovered over time, but because it is a foundational dimension of the vocation that allows one to live it faithfully, fruitfully, and generously, even when it means letting go of every gift but the gift God alone makes of one. In turn, this will mean assisting the Church to be the Church God calls it to be, and especially, I believe it will help individuals marginalized by chronic illness and other things to see themselves as the gifts of God they are made to be in our Church and world.
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** For instance, the Sisters of the Holy Family in Fremont have an emphasis on ministering to and for the lost and least. They do and have done parish ministry, catechetics, personal growth and healing work, music ministry, social justice, accompaniment or spiritual direction, children's homes, etc, etc., but who they are in every form of ministry are "gleaners" and specifically, gleaners for the Kingdom of God. Other congregations do the same ministries, but the charism of SHF is their attention on the lost and least, the forgotten, and undervalued. This congregational "gift quality" or "charism" reveals something intrinsic to Jesus' life and ministry, and so too, to the life of the Church itself. Not only is the Church revealed to itself and to others in the lives of SHF, but it is challenged to be ever truer to this call. The SHF, no matter the kind of ministry each Sister undertakes, has embraced (and been entrusted with) ecclesial vocations that make the Church what it is called to be.
*** While I write in this piece about canonical eremitical life, it is important to remember that the significance of eremitic vocations of all forms is witnessed to by the ecclesiality of consecrated vocations to the eremitic life. While non-canonical eremitic vocations are not ecclesial vocations per se, the fact that the Church recognizes eremitical life in law and consecrates ecclesial vocations to eremitic life, both solitary and in community, underscores the value of ALL eremitical vocations, whether canonical or non-canonical. This is another way the existence of c 603 vocations serves the Church, especially since the majority of hermits throughout history and even today are non-canonical.
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